morning sickness

I am so miserable. I just want to complain for a minute or two if that's all right. I am sick to my stomach, sometimes violently, all day and even through the night. I wake up several times at night sick and hungry, and all day long, I feel that I need to eat, but my gag reflex is too strong. It is horrible. I just sit around all the time watching movies and trying to work when I can. I missed church, and I'm starting to get really depressed. Vitamins B would probably help with the depression, but they are too hard on my poor little stomach. I'm so bloated, I don't feel comfortable in my jeans or shorts, so I'm lounging around in my sweats, hot and sweaty all day and night. I've tried to at least shower each day if I can, but I can't stay standing upright long enough to do my hair and makeup. Bryan loves me anyway, but I wish this didn't have to last six weeks or longer. Pregnancy is so miserable so far! I can't wait until these two months are over so I can feel good again and have energy and no nausea. How the heck am I going to make it through? The days seem to crawl by slowly, so slowly. Even though I have tons of time, I can't seem to focus on anything useful because I'm so sick to my stomach. All I can think about is how to relieve the nausea. Should I eat or not eat? Cheese? Milk? Salmon? Saltine crackers? Argh!! I keep wanting to go to bed earlier and earlier because i keep feeling worse and worse but the nights bring no relief. I wake up to the shock of the nausea every couple of hours some nights. The best nights, I sleep only halfway through, waking up only once. I'm so exhausted. I can have a good attitude most of the time, but right now, I'm miserable, and I just want to complain. I think this is helping. Thanks for listening.